from the moment my head hit the pillow, this night was destined to be filled with distraction. my weary body ached for sleep, but my mind resisted. i remembered your smile, and it invaded me, your words

invaded me,

and as the worlds of here and there swirled in blissful harmony, my consciousness became a confluence of dream and reality,

you were suddenly, actually, beside me.


brighter by the sun, and new beginnings, and possibility, and a certain


you, you make, you make me

feel, and i feel myself unravelling, revealed, bared, naked, exposed, and yet less vulnerable and afraid of 

i don’t know what (i really desire but i’m working on you)