i woke up at stupid 3am and (i don’t do stupid) with semi distraction and i turned and i tossed and i read something to ease my distraction but instead i became fully distracted
, and not just by thoughts of lust but by thoughts of flying high and fast and lung filled and free somehow somewhere with somebody who is also flying high and fast and lung filled and free somehow somewhere wishing they could also be
, somewhere just like that. today. i woke up wishing i could fly like that, today.